toxic-positivity meets existential dread in a fever dream text wall

RISE AND GRIND! YOU'VE GOT THIS! BUT WHAT IF I DON'T? WHAT THEN??? MY BRAIN IS SINKHOLE OF UPRHAIR TIKTOK TRENDS DOOM-SCROLLING INTO THE ABYSS COFFEE CAN'T FIX THIS LEVEL EXISTENTIAL DREAD IS THIS ALL THERE EIS? AND TIKTOK ABYSS NVM, I QUIT. GOING BACK TO BED